As I Was Waiting

(c)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt - April 30, 2012
Darwin, Australia

As I was waiting for the time to come
There were so many things come to mind
The smell of that long black coffee brewing
From that alfresco cafe around the corner.

As I was waiting for the time for you to come
Into this world of madness so called internet dating
Only the tapping of this keyboard keys makes me sane
Waiting is not my forte so I had to make myself calm.


As I was waiting for the time to come
I can hear you calling somewhere in far away land
Would it be a fantasy that will never be realized up to the end
Are we going to see the time together soon, will it ever come.

As I was waiting for the time for you to come
I wondered a lot about you, are you a man of principle
Or you just another man with feet of clay ready to run
Don't run, don't hide let us enjoy the beauty of life's fun.

       There was a time that I worry a lot of things that I don't see.  I am worried about the uncertainty of life and what and if's of life.  Now at fifty-seven years old, with graying hair nothing that makes me more happy is by living my life day by day as simple as I can.  As I often said to friends who always questioning and asking how I live my life on my own.  Almost of them so worried about how I survive with financial burden of being living on a pension.
        My response to them, I am blessed for I had something to live on that some don't even have a place to sleep on or a piece of bread to eat.  I am blessed because I am alive...every morning I see sunshine...Nothing can beat that, for I know God loves me...for HE is still breathing the air of life in me.
        Some worried too much about me, why don't I buy a car.  How in the world like me can afford to buy a car or to maintain either.  I travel free here in Darwin, transport is least of my worry.  I was offered three times from three person a free car....but with all my respect to three I could not bring myself to accept gift that expensive, if they are my relations or boyfriends will maybe I will...but it would still make me to think twice of accepting gifts.
        For me to accept gifts from guys that cost much, it is such a compliment but what would be the ultimate price for me to payback?  Sure they are all thinking good to help me but truly I am just trying to be reasonable here, I don't want to put myself in a very chaotic situation in the end.  Especially they had their own families to consider...I am free...I love my freedom....No responsible to No One....JUST ME!

SO,
AS I WAS WAITING FOR YOU TO COME,
I KNOW WHERE YOU STAND IN MY LIFE
AND NOW I KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOU
AS I WAS WAITING FOR YOU TO COME.....

I DECIDED I HAVE TO LET YOU GO FOREVER!

FOR I LOVE MY FREEDOM AND I CAN'T JEOPARDISE YOU HAPPINESS
FOR I AM NOT A 'YES SIR, YES SIR' WOMAN...I HAVE A BRAIN OF MY OWN
AS I WAS WAITING FOR YOU TO COME, I'VE REALISED YOU'RE NOT ME
FOR I AM A PERSON OF MY OWN, NEVER WOULD A SKY KISS THE EARTH!

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