Darwin, January 12, 2012
once again, I cried
for the same reason, LOVE
LOVING is my weakness
OMG, I am trying to be brave
VAGUELY, I learned from the past mistake
EXTREME pain is all I've had, BECAUSE OF LOVE!
once again, I cried
for the same stupid mistake
loving too much and caring well too much
on the other end of the stick, he holds but not
variands of colours of lies and manipulations
even how much i love him, i can still get hurt BECAUSE OF LOVE!
ONCE AGAIN, I CRIED
for the same crazy thing, they called LOVE
Laugh I will do when twilight and sunrise comes tomorrow
Only I am can change the very road I will travel once more
EVENING OF TOMORROW COMES, I WILL BE LAUGHING ONCE AGAIN....
ONCE AGAIN, I CRIED ONLY FOR TONIGHT 'TIL DAWN
but.......I WON'T LET ONE SOUL.....
stop...me FROM FALLING IN LOVE ONCE AGAIN.....
EVEN....in the process.....in the end....ONCE AGAIN, I CRIED
IT WON'T BOTHER ME AT ALL!!!!!!!
because, I JUST LOVE THE FEELING OF BEING IN LOVE ALL THE TIME.....
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=IF ONLY I COULD STOP LOVING YOU....I WOULD...BUT IT IS EASY TO LOVE YOU THAN TO HATE AND LET YOU GO...my initial thinking....NOW, I AM letting you go for i can't be sad, it is not me. I would rather be alone and happy than that to be with a relationship that i can't figure out which is which I am in. Releasing one's freedom is easier than i thought...only a good scream and one night's crying is all that it will take me, to be happy once again...
ReplyDeletenow....many friends today i've met at casuarina were all tough-love with me, after knowing the reason why i am so sad...
ReplyDeletei promised that i will look after myself and that i will be fine...but deep inside of me...still a BIG QUESTION REMINDS...can i do it?
well, right now i am recovering from stupidity that only myself to be blamed... I know now that in every springs summer will come....life's renewal.
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