Saturday, July 31, 2010

Everything In Our Life Has Reasons

(C)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt -August 1, 2010

Many a day I questioned to what happened
The good, the bad and the unexplained
Whether I've got the answers of my questions
Right or wrong it is the answers of the reasons.

I pinched myself a many a day
Why do I have a brain and everything
For it has reasons in us for living
The best I hope I can love you MORE.

I begin and ends my day and night
Thankfulness in you, MY LORD
For without YOU, I am nothing
I am blessed of all the REASONS.

You give the gift of SMILE
I give it away without question
I know every SMILE I radiate
HAS REASON. It is from YOU MY LORD.

WITH ALL MY LIFE AND ALL MY LOVE
I THANK YOU AND PRAISES YOU MY LORD
KEEP US FROM HARM AND LET THERE BE PEACE
ONLY YOU LORD KNOWS.....that...

EVERYTHING IN OUR LIFE HAS REASON(S).
=AMEN=

Monday, July 26, 2010

Today is Our Future a Decade Ago


2:38p.m. I went into a cafe for a tucker

I've expected that it would be full of diners

I went in, there you are, I am nervy stunned

Tranquility of space and magic moment of time

It is you and I amongst empty tables and chairs.

Today is Our Future A Decade Ago planned by GOD.


If you tell me, that it is only a mere coincidence

I don't believe in any coincidence now, how could I?

For it is too much too many things in my life happened

Too much for me to comprehend whatsoever, help me

For what I believe now is that,

Today is my Future that I am worried about a Decade Ago.


I am not going to question on what is right and what is wrong

Everything has origin, meaning and ending for whatever reason

No one amongst us, may you be rich or poor or in between or below

We have to go down first before we can climb up the ladder to heaven

So why we have TO worry for the future for,

Today is our Future that we were worried about a Decade Ago.


"THE LORD IS MAGNIFICENT FOR HE BROUGHT US TOGETHER AGAIN TODAY"

Friday, July 23, 2010

Perfection

Perfection,
who wants perfection
if there is a 99% in your hand
99% of happiness and all
than that of Perfection that can make you sad.

Perfection,
for me is death
so who wants no laughter and all
i rather be alive with all the joy of trials
than that to be six feet under the ground
or ashes inside the urn, the true PERFECTION...
IS DEATH.....SO BE HAPPY AND BE THANKFUL
EVERYDAY TO OUR CREATOR, JESUS CHRIST.
(C)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt-July 23,2010

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Dare ends into Personal Obsession, You.

hurray! I've done it. i've finished the book of my 30 days journey - in the beginning it was a 'Dare' but the tide turned its course and i am in between the 'Yes and No.'

supposed to be YOUR life...then the unpredictable YOU....left me in the rain...dripping.......but still hoping.....but you said a definite "NO.'

i can't let that little snag to stop me writing....all the dramas and events now are all in INK. i am sure that this is meant to be.

235 pages of my love letters to YOU ---ENTITTLED:

'YOU ARE HANDSOME, IF ONLY YOU KNOW HOW TO SMILE'

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

LIFE

L I F E
(C)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt-July 15, 2010

LIFE IS YOU AND I
IN EVERY MEANING OF THE WORD
FOR WE ARE CREATED EQUAL
EVEN YOU BELIEVE OTHERWISE.
-END-


HUGS AND KISSES
(C)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt-July 15, 2010

HELLO ......HUGS.....HELLO.........HUGS
UNIQUE WORDS OF FRIENDSHIP FROM YOU AND ME
GOODNESS OF THE TASTE STAYS IN OUR MOUTH
SOMEHOW EVEN WE PARTED OUR WAYS...FOREVER!

AND IF BY CHANCE YOU LOST YOUR WAY AGAIN THIS FAR
NEVER FORGET YOU ARE A FRIEND AND ALWAYS WELCOME
DOWN INTO THE DEEPEST COMPARTMENT OF MY HEART.

KISS...KISS....KISS...KISSES....
IT IS THE SIZZLING REACTION OF EMOTION
SO SOOTHING, SO RELAXING, SO COMFORTING
SMOOCH ON THE FACE....SMOOCH ON THE LIPS
EXTREMELY HAS DIFFERENT EFFECT AND MEANING
SPECIAL FRIEND....SPECIAL LOVE THEY ARE DIFFERENT.
-END-

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Verses of the Day

Verses of the Day
(c)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt-July 12, 2010

Fear is only courage in esreveR
Cold is only Hot in esreveR.
NOW was the future, by the second it will be the past.

Negative thoughts is Positive Thoughts Hangs Upside Down.
Only a line ( - dash or a straight slash /) seperates between negative and positive thoughts.

There is no greater history than our own life story.
The good, the bad, the ugly and in between
They are the make-up of our own Life.

Everything in my life is on loan
Even my own life!

Don't analyze, just do it
Or you will have brain sublime paralitic
Paralyzed by Analysis.

Poverty ends....slavery ends
Greed and power in existence
No way peace be on earth.
Verses of the Day
(c) Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt
July 12, 2010

Friday, July 9, 2010

Every Second is a Learning Process

I am no perfect, nor you and everybody
But the process of learning doesn't end
Just because I made mistakes, go off way
It doesn't give you the right to judged me.

In this world of computer and internet/web
Nothing is sacred anymore, even we believe otherwise
If only I knew in the beginning what is the effect to me
I rather writes, writes, writes until I can see Cobwebs.

Cobwebs hanging now on the ceiling, what a pity, i can see
I am sitting, stretching, back pain, the chatting syndrome
It is craziness, the technology brings, electronic friends...
I missed playing marbles with real, true genuine friends.

Back home, in the hacienda where I really belong, I belong!
Missing the sugarcane leaves singing in summertime nights
The joy of running around in the field of golden summer, of my home
Hacienda San Roque, Philippines, my home sweet home, my love belong!
(c)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt-July 10, 2010

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Glass window between you and I

I stood outside the glass window
counting all mute music instruments
their silence is as cold as you
it is a deafening loneliness and pain.

I hate to think of all the music instruments
that are just on display and not in use
what a waste of time and space of idleness
i am imagining what would be if they all makes sounds.

echoes of music is not in the moment of time
i look straight, there you are in front of me
trying to get into space to examine the price
an electric guitar, silence....hangs on the wall.

I knocked on the glass window, you turned around
You twitched your lips, that is all you can managed
I am surprised when you popped in front of me
You are surprised too, but I doubt if you will conceed

Silently, I am reaching out for you, to touch you
To embrace you, to comfort you and just to be with you
Action speaks louder than words, that is you! Hide if you must
But we both know you feel just what I am trying to HIDE IN MASK.

It is only a glass window between you and I
We have to break that glass window to feel each other
We have to crack the glass window between you and I
In order to know the true meaning of friendship forever.

A glass window or a panel whatever you may call it
It is the only hindrance for us to unite in the moment of time
If only I can go through that glass window, if only I could, If!
But the glass window is really is you...

I AM AFRAID TO TOUCH YOU
FOR YOU ARE SO FRAGILE
I WANT TO BREAK YOUR COLDNESS
BUT I DON'T WANT EITHER
FOR IF BREAK THE GLASS WINDOW,
=YOU=
I WILL LOSS YOU FOREVER......

I RATHER WATCH YOU, ADMIRE YOU
FROM THE OUTSIDE GLASS WINDOW
REACHING OUT SILENTLY FOR YOU
FROM THE OUTSIDE GLASS WINDOW

THAN TO LOSS YOU, FOREVER.

DAVID, YOU ARE A GLASS WINDOW
MY GLASS WINDOW, YOU ARE.
(C)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt-July 9, 2010

For you my friend -Dvid Nealson

I remember the day
when you asked me who i am
i looked into your cold, cold blue eyes
they say our eyes, are the mirror of our soul
i can see thru your cold, cold blue eyes
strange loneliness in you inside.

are you brokenhearted like me(2x)
is it the reason why you seldom smile
is it the reason why you don't know how to smile sometime?
i can feel strange, frightening coldness is you
but i often wondered is the one in front of me
is it the real you?
but i often wondred is the one in front of me
is it the real you?

remember, pretending will take us to nowhere
i've been pretending myself,
that nothing wrong in my life
but if you look into my eyes
you will see what's inside my heart
i am as brokenhearted like you(2x)

brokented people we are (2x)
we need a broken heart to mend our brokens hearts
(c)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt-July 8, 2010

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

When night becomes day

When night becomes day
(c)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt-July 2010


Turn, toss, kicking, sheets pulling
Toes catching edge of the donna
Scratching, sighing, drinking aqua
Eyes wide shut - awake dreaming.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Which time?

Racing against time. Which time? Are we racing against time of the clock that hangs on every dining room, bedroom, kitchen or even in our laundry wall? It's not hard to beat one or two of them, all we had to do is take the battery out and 'KABOOMMMMMM' we beat the time....i wonder


Racing against time. Climate change we all know including the most intelligent scientist ofnour present world knows that no one can stop the climate change. We know that it would be a tremendous devastation to every corner of the world. It would affect us human beings, animals and all living organism on this earth. Our earth would be different in the future for what is is today.


I cannot imagine our lives would be, if there were any left at the time the climate change at its core. We all know that each and everyone of us, dead or alive we are all GUILTY of polluting this wonderful world. We over indulged and still indulging on all material things (I am no exception on this). The clothes we are wearing, shoes and all the tiny bits and pieces (dust collectors) that hangs and sits on every space in our little homes or mansions.


How many houses do you own? How many people lives in your mansion? How much food you throw away everyday? How many pens and pencils you have that never been used until it is time for them to kiss the end of the rubbish bin? How many kind of sauces you have in your fridge that since you opened it, you never once miss. How many fridge, freezer you've got in your house? I can go on and on and on asking questions of 'how many' and the list is endless. I can hear you....you calling me 'nonsense'. Remember 'nonsense is the beginning of Sense!


I am afraid to say but surely we really racing against time of Climate Change. The damaged is done and still going in the ozone layer, even America and the rest of the powerful nations of this world i doubt if they can stop the future harmful effect to our planet. The ocean temperature is rising more than we can chew....weather as well....


The production of goods over rides the demands. Excessive production of everything is enormous. I saw truckloads of bread thrown out into a rubbish bin from one of the shopping centre in my locality. ON THE OTHER END OF THE WORLD THERE ARE HUNGRY PEOPLE DON'T HAVE EVEN A CRUST TO EAT.


We human beings changed with time. Time is our ULTIMATE CHALLENGER IN LIFE. We cannot beat the time and its effect. Time is also our Life. We breathe time, without time we are dead. Our lives evolve with the time, not vice-versa.


We are born with time, we have time to go to work, time to sleep, to laugh, time to cry and as the seasons time is what we need to live in this world. THE QUESTION IS, HOW MUCH TIME WE HAVE LEFT? We need time to reverse the effect of the damaged we had done to our planet. We need time to calculate how far we can go faster than time we already lost in order to combat the climate change that we created for our own downfall.


Do you really beliee that the leaders of powerful nations are doing right and have the right protocol in order to solve this global climate problems. I am not sure. All I see in TV, they hugged each other and shaking hands in front of the press. Talking in front of the media inside a lavish hotel, mansion or palaces. Sitting in a comfortable chair inside an expensive hotel and mansion or palaces all smiles to the camera and before the end of the day all of them all in front pages in all newspaper around the world....Bittersweet....or BS!


G20 definitely cannot solve the climate change, only GOD can. Whether we like it or not, everything that is happening now, already happens before. I am not trying to force an issue or my opinion here, but let us slice the cake, you've got the half and i've got the other half, now the question 'does the slicing of the cake diminished its value?'


I may sound radical. You may I am on the other side of the road. The truth is which side of the road I belong it doesn't matter, we all shared the same TIME. Time we don't have enough in order to solve the problem we are facing. I can hear you again....of course I am not a pessimistic person, I am just plain REALIST.


REGARDLESS which part of the world we are, the time never changed. 24 hours we all shared all the way in a day.


HOW FAST ONE CAN BEAT THE TIME? Finding an answer is like looking into a HOLE OF EMPTINESS. It is like stoning the glass house and believing it won't crush into pieces. Like planting a mango tree and believe that it would produce banana.


The funny side of the equation of the G20 leaders talking that we have to change our ways so that we can slow down the rapid climate change. What ways we need to change? G20 leaders forget that they are WORST CONTRIBUTING FACTORS of climate change, they are using individual JUMBO JETS. Can we call them hypocrites? I leave it to you to decide. I do wonder.


How about you, do you make time to wonder about the WORD? GOD created the time. TIME NEVER GROW OLD, we human every minute grow old and dying too, when we don't know, ONLY TIME WILL TELL.


We have to acknowledge that who we are today and where we are going tomorrow, we are going with time not racing against time. Time will never leave earth, we will.


Time is precious gift we can share with our loved ones. It will make our loved ones happy. It would be great while we are with our families and friends we have no time to hurry. Time is like the day we born there is no turning back.


The more we challenge the time the more helpless we would be. It is challenging GOD. That is why the clock always turn clockwise, because TIME IS WISER THAN US.


Racing against time regardless of what is one's trying to achieve it is like climbing the Mount Everest walking backwards barefooted. It is like drinking poison and thinking miracle can save your life. It is like diving into an empty swimming pool hoping that as you leap from the diving board water would sprang out so to hold you up so that your head won't hit the bottom of the pool....Ouchhhhhhhhhhh!


RACING AGAINST TIME FOR ME IS LIKE CHASING THE HORIZON. The more i tried to reach the horizon, the farther it goes away from me. I've been walking for years to reach that blue horizon, I still have 28 miles to tackle so to touch that horizon.


WHEN THERE IS NO MORE 28 MIILES BETWEEN THE BLUE HORIZON AND ME , then and only then I can say there is such thing called RACING AGAINST TIME.....BUT....then how can I tell you.....BY THE TIME I AM TOUCHING THE BLUE HORIZON....MY TIME ON EARTH ENDED.........................................................>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.

>><<
COPYRIGHT (C) JULIETA CASABUENA FACTO MOFFATT - July 6, 2010

Racing Against TIME

RUN, if you must! As fast as you could! Imagine what would be one's rate so one could race against time. In reality one need not be a genius to know that racing against time is an impossible task for us human being. No human being could race against time...ONLY GOD.

AFTER, decades of changes in the world technology, there is still little we can do about the climate change. Going back to old ways are we all willing to do it? Alienate our self from the modernized world

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Droplets of Love

Droplets of Love
(c)julieta casabuena facto moffatt-2010

Droplets of love, Droplets of care
Is all I need to live in this world.

Joy in my heart just to see you smile
The way you've looked at me
I knew then you've loved me
Tender love, tender care is all I need from you
So I can live in this world, just to love and care for you.

In this world of earthly things
Nothing goes beyond love
Only the love, only the love
We can take to that far away land.

Once we cross the thin fine line
Between heaven and earth
Only our love, only our love
Will lingers in the heart of our loved ones.

Only our love, Only our love.
-end-

Friday, July 2, 2010

New Found Friend by the Kiosk

In our lives met people everyday, they come and go. they touches our imaginations and how we see life ahead of us, but in reality there is no important time that 'now'.

'NOW' is my future yesterday, and yesterday was my now of the other day. Yesterday was my 56th birthday....and as my friend Laurie and I walking towards Sandy's Bar for my birthday lunch party, we happened to stopped by at a kiosk in front of Spendless Shoe Store. The kiosk has some words written just below the counter so I have to bend down so to touch the word 'made in germany'....see the kiosk is for 'shammy' demonstration and selling.

'Made in Germany' reminds me of a very special friend named 'prince gerasib'. Then Laurie started talking to the gentleman over the counter. As I straightened up, the handsome guy over the counter said 'oh, I need a hug.' Do you? I replied. Yes, he answered with a sweet smile.

"I will give you one." I said wittingly. Without thinking that he really meant what he said about that he need a hug. Hearing my words he spread his arms what opened and so I have to give that hug to him. We came to the other end of the kiosk and we hugged and he kissed me on my cheeks and what a prince's way of doing it hold my right hand and kissed it as well. I am so humbly priviledged to this lovely great attitude of a young man. In him I felt the love of a son that I never had. His parent, especially his mum would be over the moon, of how loving and respectful his son is.

The name of the great young man, my new found friend, our new friend is Gary.....no...just joking....He is Brandon M.....(i have to ask him first if it is okay to put his real name, i will let you know....)

I am blessed meeting and knowing people, young people that has so much positive attitudes in them. They will be great leader of their generation. Last two weeks ago, I met Chad, a fourteen years old nice loving lad. Yesterday, Brandon M you made my big day a most memorable one. It made me realized that instant spontaneous kindness and love giving is the true meaning of HUMANITY.
What do I need plenty of money for? If I can have one second of kindness from a TOTAL STRANGER, nothing can surpass this in my moment of time on earth.
..................12:00 noon 2 July 2010- Listen to live music with brooke barnett she is good! 1:30 met Andrea - Brandon's girlfriend and she is as nice as him. They have golden heart. We talked as if we've known for some time. Andrea is from Argentina. Lovely cute girl.

2:55 I met Darren, my step-grandson and two great step-grandsons, Franky 6 and Sonny 5. On the way to Donut King to buy some treats for the kids, we had to pass Brandon M kiosk, as we came nearer I said to "Darren, come I will introduce you to my boyfriend.". Darren somewhat not sure what he is hearing.

We walk, then all of the sudden Brandon, saw me and still mic on he said 'hello Julieta, my love." It doesn't worry me at all. One filipina said behind me "Jule, you know that man in the kiosk?" "Yeah, he is my new boyfriend?" I responded with a giggle.

I stopped with th kids right in front of the kiosk and I introduced them to Brandon M and I could not want to be in any other place at that moment....the moment was just so electrifying for me, for lovely boys I love and have them at that moment of time and space....I can't ask for more.

WE CAN ONLY BE IN ONE PLACE AT A TIME....AND IF WE CAN SHARE THE GOODNESS OF LOVE, RESPECT AND KINDNESS TO EACH AND EVERYONE....A HANDSHAKE, A NOD
A HUG AND EVEN JUST A SIMPLE HELLO WITH A SMILE.......................................................

.....'OUR WORLD WILL BE A BETTER PLACE'
To Chad Troy Warneford and Brandon M.....two guys of different ages,we're not blood related but you touched my heart with love and respect. I wish you two the very best of everything in life.
(c)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt-July 2, 2010