Stop Pretending

Stop Pretending

(c)julieta casabuena facto moffatt - august 30,2010

you pretend you didn't see me

even though you're standing right next to me

you pretend you don't love me

even though your heart says so

that you love me, that you love me so.

be true to yourself, start living, fall in love again

acknowledge your feelings, don't be afraid

just love me, love me, love me for who i am, as i love you

for being...you.

there is life, there is life, there is life for you and me

there is love, there is love, there is love for you and me.

life...love...life....love...for you and me.

xxxxxwritten for mr. singer and guitar manxxxxx

CAN I STEP ON YOUR TOES?

CAN I STEP ON YOUR TOES?

(c)julieta casabuena facto moffatt - august 27, 2010

another day of impulse buying of CD

in a place where you are working

as we went in, toe tapping music playing

a new aspects of your music domain.

i pretend, you are not around

we are playing 'cat and mouse'

you pretend you didn't see me

even though your eyes right on me.

bill, came over so i ask him instead

while you're watching me from a distance

but in the end, bill always turned me on you

so to be served by you....is this planned or ...?

whatever i don't mind...at all, my friend for i love you so

you never failed me in whatever i wanted to have

as usual i am feeling diamond...for i am with you

for just being near to each other i know you love it too.

the other day, as we went into your music domain

in an instant you played 'whatever you want' by status quo

laurie and i starting dancing...as you watched me just a few feet away

i came over to you...CD's on your hand....the moment i talk to you....

you drop all the CD's in your hand....without delay and attended me

my heart is singing so i am sure your heart too...but yet .....

you still have that coldness in you...why? why are you so afraid?

stop pretending, start living and fall in love again.....

this morning, as we stand side by side

as you try to find the paper/note clip i wanted

i can't help myself and my witting brain that you may laugh

i look down towards your feet and said 'CAN I STEP ON YOUR TOES?'

'NO.' your cute reply..... you just made me love you more and more

'WHY NOT?' my smarty reply......we look each other for awhile.....

you twitched your lips....i am romancing you in my head..................

'BECAUSE IT WILL HURT.' you said red face....as i walked away.

you followed me.....for short period of time.....the time and space is ours

laurie and bill were insight but not in existence in our time and space shared

you get into the counter.....i anticipated that you will become cold again to me

but i was so wrong...you are warmth and kind to me even i am a bit non-sense witty!

i am glad we are still friend.....!My Mr. Dragon Man....you are handsome, if only you know how to smile.' xxxxxx00000xxxxx

Brokenhearted Me

BROKENHEARTED ME

(C)julieta casabuena facto moffatt - august 26, 2010

when love is not right for two people

the relationship won't work whatsoever

when love is not right for two people

everything is chaos and trouble forever.

when love is not right for two people

nothing will help to make the two works

when love is not right for two people at start

nothing will, for it is not right in the beginning.

as in my case,

i created a monster

that only me

can let it go away

but...the trouble is.....i get burnt on the fire.....

the monster fire that i created.....

and now

i am

a BROKENHEARTED WOMAN AGAIN....

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IF

IF

(C)julieta casabuena facto moffatt - august 20, 2010

if only there is total freedom of speech

there would be no reason for me to fear

of any consequences in the end, but

as we all know....nothing is perfect in this world.

we can be of no difference to anyone else

we may think otherwise, yet let us open our

eyes...to reality nothing is perfect at the end of the day.

if only i could tell you my true feelings of love for you

there would be no reason for me to fear......yes truly

for i can share my heart and the singing of the same

songs of love and joy...but you are so afraid to show

your real self...stop pretending and just love me

love me as your heart says so...love me for who i am

AS I LOVE YOU FOR JUST BEING YOU...

.....IF.....

I like to cry, yet I can't

I like to cry, yet I can't

(c)julieta Casabuena facto moffatt-august 15, 2010

why? why, tears is hard to come by?

when I needed it the most,

my heart is aching, it is drowning with pain

why? i like to cry, yet i can't.

is it because the pain is too much

and in that my mind is stronger than my emotions

it is stopping my tears to fall for the moment tears starts falling

i have no power in me to stop crying until no more tears to cry.

is this a good sign? I don't think so. I don't know the reason too

why do people I love is always the very person hurts me so much

i keep on forgiving, they keep on deceiving me, why? why?

i forgive, you deceived me all the time, how can that be you tell me you love me.

deception is what i don't like most...and you know it so well

I like to cry, yet i can't....

I know why?

because i love you...i have no choice but to forgive and keep on loving you

"my little sister jesusa"

the life that is

the life that is

(c)Julieta Casabuena facto Moffatt-August 16,2010

the life that is, is what we always worried about. before we go to bed we think of what is tomorrow. we can't just help doing it. on my part even i always said, it is all in the hands of our LORD but i am telling you, i am of no difference from any other human race. worry is one of our nature....because in a way we still not have the total capacity in surrendering our worries to the LORD we still want to be the master of our destiny, yet we don't have the mastery...only GOD HAS.

if only we can totally stop worrying and surrender everything to our LORD. THEN ......THE....LIFE...THAT...IS....WE WORRIED ABOUT WILL BE THE LIFE THAT IS, IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND WONDERFUL!

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23 years and a day

23 years and a day

(c)julieta casabuena facto moffatt-August 14. 2010

As if it was only yesterday....I am now 23 years and a day here in Australia. From the moment I arrived in Australia everything in my life changed for the better. I am blessed in every possible way BY OUR GOD.

Of course there were trials and chaos as well but the best outsmarted the bad ones. Australia is my home now, but I am not going to forget my origin....Philippines. My country of origin is the reason why I am here in Australia because my parents are filipinos...but I am very thankful with love and affections to my late husband, Charles Richard Moffatt for bringing me over to where I am now.

Charles given me the love that giveth everything. He accepted me and my family without reserved. He is still loved and respected by the whole family back home. Actually he wanted to be buried back in the Philippines. And one day...i will fulfill his wishes...right now I still have his ashes with me in our home.

Australia, I thank you for giving me the life that is full of respect and compassion. I won't exchange for another place. I LOVE AUSTRALIA AND MY FELLOW AUSTRALIANS.

Australians thought me a lot of how to be a true blue Australians....they love life, easy going life and love holidays and anything that is life....with respect.....where else would I want to be?

Sure, we are not perfect but...we are ALMOST.... we have our flaws like others but I am still happy the way things are.

23 years and a day.....for me it is only 23 sleeps....but that is only in dreams....my hair is graying now and before I had only one spectacles now I need two....so it is telling me something, isn't it?

but a friend and I been talking that age doesn't matter....we have to keep on living to the fullest and it can only achieve with LOVE.

I HAVE TO BREAK ALL THE RULES - because of LOVE....AND anyone can do it too, as long as you don't hurt anybody.

IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE TELL ME BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE....DON'T WAIT for you may miss the chance of telling them that you love them.

I DID IT LAST WEDNESDAY and my HONESTY DID PAID OFF FOR I AM FREE....I AM FREE TO LOVE HIM OPENLY....NO PRETENCE! I GOT MY LIFE BACK, I AM BACK TO MY OLD SELF 'THE HAPPY GO LUCKY, JULIETA' PRAISE THE LORD! AMEN!!!!!!!

ANGEL MY FRIEND

ANGEL MY FRIEND

(C)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt-August 14, 2010

A-nother day of being alive and chatting with a loving friend

N-othing can surpass the love connection between us today

G-athered we are by the Internet connections in time and space

E-ven the distance between us is that so far away we are on top

L-oving hearts travels fast through the tappings of laptop's key.

M-oments of time we spoken words of wisdom is now written in INK

Y-ou are a very special friend and I hope our friendship last a lifetime.

F-riendship is a word that covers everything, acceptance of one self

R-eminding us that in this world we can only live one day at a time

I-n order to be happy, let us acknowledge our shortcomings and all

E-ncourage every person you meet to live life to the best possible way

D-ay to day we are here and blue horizon is just 28 miles away...........

Realization

REALIZATION

(C)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt-August 12, 2010

Every minute of my life is the realization of Truth. That nothing is that important in my Life but Honesty and love. If I didn't acknowledged this yesterday morning, maybe right now I am a nervous wreck on worries of no consequences at all in Truth.

Realization in Truth sets me free this yesterday afternoon and I hope it will be a reminder of me that in the future I can face any challenge and not fear the process of reaching the victory. Yes, I have to believe that it is always victory in the end of the day...but in Truth...I know that there is also some failures.

Everyday that I see the sunshine is the REALIZATION of my LIFE AND IN THE NIGHT AS I CLOSED MY EYES IT IS THE REMINDER OF ME THAT I AM IN THE HANDS OF THE LORD AND I GIVE ALL MY TRUST IN HIM....to wake me into another day of tomorrow for a NEW LIFE...YES...EVERYDAY WE ARE BORN AGAIN BECAUSE OF THE LOVE OF GOD.

I PRAISE GOD AND GIVE THANKS AS OFTEN AS I CAN!

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HONESTY = FREEDOM

HONESTY = FREEDOM

(C)julieta casabuena facto moffatt - august 11, 2010

HONESTY IS WHAT I VALUE MOST IN LIFE. I am trying my best to be as honest as I can everyday of my life foremost with myself so I can carried it over to each and every individual I meet during the day.

I believe that if we are not honest to our own self how can we be honest to others. In my life as I am now there were times that I had to lies/lied (white lies is still dishonesty) in order not to hurt other people's feelings, but now I realized that in some aspects I did helped them to became not so nice and not responsible person in the end.

Lesson learned: HONESTY = FREEDOM.

GOOD WIND

GOOD WIND

(c)Julieta Casabuena FactoMoffatt-August 4, 2010

Some people can be so cruel. They feign their emotions to set us up through their sweet words of nothing, and then bring us down without fail.

Yet, life must go on even we are drowning from pain and sufferings. It is not right that one person had the right to make one unhappy. it is not right that one person can take other feelings for granted.

As a woman, I learned that in every circumstances that happened in my life, each and every one of them they are just a drop of sweat out of my pore. Those who have hurt me think that they can pull me down into oblivion of sadness, then I prove them wrong.

Life is so wonderful and beautiful for me spend and waste any second of my life to worry things that are already blown away by the wind and whatever maybe that good wind that carried away my bad days and trials that SAME good wind will come back to me to bring GOOD TIDINGS.

Today is another perfect day, because I believe IN JESUS CHRIST, MY LIVING GOD!

When?

When?

(c)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt-Aug. 4, 2010

When was the last time you have a good laugh

When was the last time you have a good talk

When was the last time you give thanks

TO OUR LORD ABOVE?

When was the last time you tell someone you care

When was the last time you tell your parents you love them

When was the last time you give them a hug and kisses

When was the last time you show your appreciation?

When I started questioning all the things above

When I realized that I am included in all the 'When's."

When I thought that I am different from the rest

When I thought that........I am no better that the rest.

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When?

Concentrating

CONCENTRATING

on what? Julieta!

of being single, free and happy!!!!!!