FROGS VOICES

(C)JULIETA CASABUENA FACTO MOFFATT-SEPT.29, 2010

this afternoon we had our first good rain in Darwin
the backyard is flooding....wind blowing...palms swaying
the plants are all rejoicing for the most awaited rain
a quick heavy one and it only lasted as it comes......

from early seven o'clock in the evening..i can hear
frogs voices echoing....just outside my bedroom window
as the night processes, frogs in concerto louder and louder
but i don't mind it...i love their voices...it kills the boredom.

thanks for a good rain...it did soaked up the ground only just a bit
but yet, one afternoon of not watering the garden is just great
another rainy day they said for tomorrow...well, lets hope for the best
we all know, darwin weather is so unpredictable, like us who belong here.

right now, i can't stop giggling as i listen to the frogs mocking sounds
calling for more rain i suppose....i believe....high and lows still going
wondering if i can even had a good decent sleep later on.....but i don't care
for we do need a good rain like this afternoon...so the golden brown of summer
will become the greenleaves of springs......new life creation!...

FROGS VOICES IS ANOTHER SIGN OF NEW LIFE BEGINNING....THEY ARE REJOICING FOR THE RAIN
.....AFTER HIBERNATING IN SUMMERTIME....THEY ARE BACK TO THE LIVING WORLD!

I can't think of a title

Ended Before it Started

(c)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt - September 24, 2010

I can't think of a title.... what to write....I need inspiration(s) so to stimulate my brain cells.
Since last week, I am in limbo. What is the ending of my no beginning journey into reality
that don't have an origin of where my feelings from.

Feelings of the uncertainty but in so many ways, I know where my roots are and where I am
going for the very moment...because I know I am here in my room...tapping this laptop as if
the time is forever.

I have mixed emotions from late yesterday afternoon...waiting outside the shop for our bus
to come:
'Well, I am missing you that much, but I don't know what to do. I am that afraid to ask of
your where about....but GOD IS SO GREAT AND WONDERFUL. I am feeling so teary, then
a gentleman named B came out from your shop....walked towards me with a big smile...what a smile...

'Hello, darling Julieta, how are you? he said. 'I am fine, thank you.' I lied.

"I saw you the other day talking to a man...I am sure your heart pumping hard, like this.' B said as he put his left hand under his shirt and tap his chest.

'Which one? I can't remember. I didn't talk to anyone. There is only man, my heart will go the pump crazily as you did.' I replied without thinking.

'Who? D? B said with emphasized on your name, smiling at me sweetly.

'Yes.' I said proudly. Then I realized I let YOU OUT OF THE BAG.

'He was been very very sick, Julieta. Tomorrow he won't be here either. I don't know when he is
going back to work.' B feeding me with your situation and his kind thoughtfulness ended my whole day misery. I am sad to know that you are sick.

'B, well you tell him, I miss him.' I said as I walk with B towards your shop.

B stopped and looked into my eyes and said with seriousness, 'I WILL, I WILL TELL HIM.'

THOUGHT it was the end of my worries about you being sick....I was wrong. I became worst as the night progresses. I am thinking what you are doing? Are you okay...as you are living on your own
like me. I can't wait for the night to become day so I can go to Casuarina so to ask B, if he can kindly give me your home address.

The day came....cut the story short....I saw B....but he is so very loyal and business like person very professional. I know at the very beginning that he won't do it. I really salute B, for protecting your privacy. I know B was in between two hard rocks. My thought was I am going to send you a get well soon card....but it doesn't matter anymore now....You are in my prayers.

B again fell in me news about you. B didn't see you last night...he said that all you did is sending text messages to Mr. J stating that 'STILL SICK, MAYBE ANTIBIOTICS WILL DO THE TRICK AND THAT YOU WILL BE WORKING ON MONDAY.'

B had to divert our conversations to him talking to his mother in Adelaide...regarding swine flu, for the benefits of C....thanks B for your consideration...I know you don't want to put me on C's scrutiny...and foremost not to let her know that we are talking about you.

D, I know from the bottom of my heart, B is our friend! A friend we can rely on

A Life

A life that is....

A LIFE THAT IS...

A life that is i am aspiring for since i am a kid...is a life that is full of love and respect wherever i go whomever i meet.

Aspiration that of Peace and Harmony on every part of the world. But this is only can be achieved if Greed and the Power of the Guns vanishes on the face of the earth. As long as these two aspects of all wrong reasons the peace we are looking for would not materialize.

Another thing is the CAPITALISM -which is the root of all evils ---sure we can't live without material things in life, but how much does one can have?

Sure, i am one of the many that love material things, yes will be a big hypocrite if I tell you that I don't want more, more than I need for the day. Like buying shoes, bags and lingerie. You can ask me too, how many pair of shoes do I need for the day? Or bags? and Lingerie? I can't deny that I am my own worst enemy when it comes to materialism.

Greed, and the wants ...we often forget our principles in life. Once our green-eyes roams the shops of all the temptations we forget the compassion we have for the world. I won't deny too, that more often words of compassion's doesn't go with actions...

I am one of the many, THINKING BIG FOR THE BETTERMENT OF THE WORLD BUT DO LITTLE TO CHANGE IT. I AM MORE FOCUSED ONLY FOR MY NEXT OF KIN...AND ONLY SHARE LESS WITH OTHERS OUTSIDE MY SQUARE.

But even I would like to share more, it is a very IMPOSSIBLE TASK ON MY PART. I would like to help and share outside my square YET, I can't afford more than I can to spare.

Up to this day, I can't still comprehend how the adage come 'that we are all created equal.' For there are people in sufferings from the day they are born to the day they die. Especially children, mothers and all in the refugee camps and caught in wars in their own country. Sometimes, there were times i do question....for there are people never experience the sufferings of the people in poverty. WHY? I QUESTION.....PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME ON THIS!

The POVERTY IS SO IMPOSSIBLE TO DESCRIBE. From dungeon of poverty, follows the unjust, the violence, the crimes of all sorts in order to survive.

I myself suffered injustices since the day I know what is to live in a poverty stricken situations for many years, as we grow up. Our sufferings is nothing compare to those who are in refugee camps. In reality, the poverty I called when we were growing up was a life that some in our village did envied for I and my siblings were born with electricity and that some of our neighbours until now don't have.

I learned the hard way....AND A LIFE THAT IS TODAY...MINE....MY LIFE THAT IS TODAY IS OF THE BEST...GOOD HEALTH AND BY THE GRACE OF THE GOD ABOVE.

WELL, YOU AND SOME WILL SAY THAT I AM CONTRADICTING MYSELF IN SOME OF MY WORDS....LIKE ...WHY? I QUESTION.....THE EQUALITY OF LIFE...

BUT WE ALL KNOW THAT LIFE IS A MYSTERY....SO RIGHT NOW ALL I CAN SAY AND WISH IS THE WORLD WOULD HAVE PEACE IN THE END.

LETS JOURNEY LIFE TOGETHER...PRAY....DO SOMETHING SO WE CAN END WORLD POVERTY. A LITTLE BIT OF SHARING IS BETTER THAT NOTHING.

LOVE, CARE AND PEACE TO ALL.
(c)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt-September 19,2010.

I LOVE THE WAY YOU WALK

(C)julieta casabuena facto moffatt-sept.12, 2010

i love the way you walk

you can follow me anytime

i love the way you walk

follow me @filipinahalo-halo.blogspot.com.

i love the way you walk

the way you sway your hips

every steps you make

the way you follow me anywhere.

i love the way you walk

the way you sing and work

i love the way you play music

the way you entertained me.

i love the way you walk

as you played 'whatever you want'

i danced and sing with your music

as you read my note 'I want to be with you tonight.'

i love the way you walk

into my heart and into my life

i love the way you sing aloud

as you look into my eyes.

i love the way you walk

towards me, while pretending you didn't see me

then one day, you walk by right next to me

we looked into each other's eyes and.....

i love the way you walk

you keep on walking holding my look

without knowing what's ahead of you

opps! i laughed...you bumped into a trolley.

i love the way you walk, then stopped

saying sorry to the couple you've just bumped into

i didn't laughed with your misery, you know that

i just remembered, one man those years ago in a farm..

he,

almost

fall

over

in an

open well

in the rice

paddock

in a hurry to see me.....

i am humbled for in my presence you lost control of your feet.....but still....

I LOVE YOU THE WAY YOU WALK.

xxx000xxx

I love the way You walk

At this very Moment

at this very moment, i know i am blessed for i am safe. at this very moment i am praying for each and everyone that are in danger, and those who are in badtimes of their lives.

my heart goes to all that are in trouble, the victim of floods, the gas explosion and the earthquake, the landslides and others that suffered on all unexpected events due to nature and man's fault. but no one is to be blamed for everything that happens were all beyond our control as human beings, even one will disagree with me opinion/views.

things on earth are all temporary even our lives, we have no control on anything in our lives, even we believe otherwise. each and every problems/trials that comes our way, some we get over it, will be able to solve it but we can't control events in our lives. what is happening now is the cycle of life, what's happening now already happened before.

at this very moment, i am hoping that love and peace will prevail in each and everyone's heart so that we can have 'utopia' on earth.

at this very moment, i am holding you in my heart that you will keep that courage in your heart and keep on loving every person that comes your way....show what LOVE CAN DO.

DON'T BE DISCOURAGE!

I LOVE YOU ALL.

AT THIS VERY MOMENT AND BEYOND.......

(C)julieta casabuena facto moffatt-sept.12, 2010

darwin, australia

BURNING WATER FOREVER

BURNING WATER FOREVER

(C)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt-September 3, 2010

Loving you is like BURNING WATER FOREVER

You are no perfect....you have so many flaws like

me....like the rest of us, the people on this earth;

Loving you is like BURNING WATER FOREVER

In my dream I can move on with life so easy

but in reality I can't, even with all your faults;

Loving you is like BURNING WATER FOREVER

I.....can't just let go of you even IF I WANTED TO

for you are right inside the paradigm of my brain;

Loving you is like BURNING WATER FOREVER

when are you going to grow up and start living?

don't be afraid to express your deepest emotion.

for loving you is like BURNING WATER FOREVER

since that day you've asked me for who I am.......I

started BURNING WATER...........UP TO NOW,

AND

I WILL KEEP

BURNING WATER UNTIL ALL THE WATER 'S BURNT

THAT IS HOW I LOVE YOU.......

MY LOVE FOR YOU IS LIKE BURNING WATER FOREVER.