As I Was Waiting

(c)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt - April 30, 2012
Darwin, Australia

As I was waiting for the time to come
There were so many things come to mind
The smell of that long black coffee brewing
From that alfresco cafe around the corner.

As I was waiting for the time for you to come
Into this world of madness so called internet dating
Only the tapping of this keyboard keys makes me sane
Waiting is not my forte so I had to make myself calm.


As I was waiting for the time to come
I can hear you calling somewhere in far away land
Would it be a fantasy that will never be realized up to the end
Are we going to see the time together soon, will it ever come.

As I was waiting for the time for you to come
I wondered a lot about you, are you a man of principle
Or you just another man with feet of clay ready to run
Don't run, don't hide let us enjoy the beauty of life's fun.

       There was a time that I worry a lot of things that I don't see.  I am worried about the uncertainty of life and what and if's of life.  Now at fifty-seven years old, with graying hair nothing that makes me more happy is by living my life day by day as simple as I can.  As I often said to friends who always questioning and asking how I live my life on my own.  Almost of them so worried about how I survive with financial burden of being living on a pension.
        My response to them, I am blessed for I had something to live on that some don't even have a place to sleep on or a piece of bread to eat.  I am blessed because I am alive...every morning I see sunshine...Nothing can beat that, for I know God loves me...for HE is still breathing the air of life in me.
        Some worried too much about me, why don't I buy a car.  How in the world like me can afford to buy a car or to maintain either.  I travel free here in Darwin, transport is least of my worry.  I was offered three times from three person a free car....but with all my respect to three I could not bring myself to accept gift that expensive, if they are my relations or boyfriends will maybe I will...but it would still make me to think twice of accepting gifts.
        For me to accept gifts from guys that cost much, it is such a compliment but what would be the ultimate price for me to payback?  Sure they are all thinking good to help me but truly I am just trying to be reasonable here, I don't want to put myself in a very chaotic situation in the end.  Especially they had their own families to consider...I am free...I love my freedom....No responsible to No One....JUST ME!

SO,
AS I WAS WAITING FOR YOU TO COME,
I KNOW WHERE YOU STAND IN MY LIFE
AND NOW I KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOU
AS I WAS WAITING FOR YOU TO COME.....

I DECIDED I HAVE TO LET YOU GO FOREVER!

FOR I LOVE MY FREEDOM AND I CAN'T JEOPARDISE YOU HAPPINESS
FOR I AM NOT A 'YES SIR, YES SIR' WOMAN...I HAVE A BRAIN OF MY OWN
AS I WAS WAITING FOR YOU TO COME, I'VE REALISED YOU'RE NOT ME
FOR I AM A PERSON OF MY OWN, NEVER WOULD A SKY KISS THE EARTH!

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Thank You

(c)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt - April 18, 2012
Darwin, Australia

Today - A thousand and eight pageviews on my blog
I am so happy....so happy....so happy
From all over the world readers, thank you so much
Your supports as my readers means so much to me.

I thank you from the bottom of my heart
Take care and cheers to you and your loved ones
May my blog be a little diversion of your daily routine
I thank you once more from the bottom of my heart.

love you all,

Julieta

I KNOW NOTHING

(c)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt - April 14, 2012
Darwin, Australia

Why?  I often questioned my dearest mother
Why? The first word I can remember of my childhood
Why? The same questioned I had in my teenage years
Why? Is the same questioned lurking in my seniors-hood.

I know nothing then, I know nothing now and I know nothing...
For all the 'WHY'S and questions I've questioned, not been answer rightly
I know nothing what's beyond the blue horizon or behind the mountain's high
For none among my people and siblings ever did given me the reasons why?

Just like today, I know nothing with all my doubts in my brainless heart
I know nothing how to stop to live life and believing easily even their heartless lies
Yet, I don't blame anyone of my pain and sufferings for I got a brain to choose the best
I know nothing but to love and keep loving life as if the people around me is perfectly perfect!

I know nothing to get upset of, for my heart only knows to love, care, understand and forgives
I know nothing to get cranky of, for my heart only knows how to love and care for you my dear
I know nothing to get angry of, for my heart is big enough to erase all our mistakes and sufferings
I know nothing to get sorry of, for I know we will be together if we are meant to be in the E N D.

I KNOW NOTHING....
..........................BUT ONE THING.................
WE MET..............WE FEEL IN LOVE......................
AND IF WE ARE MEANT FOR EACH OTHER..........
GOD'S FIND THE VERY BEST WAY FOR US............

I KNOW NOTHING....ONLY GOD KNOWS!!!!

Internet Friends or Foe?

(c)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt - April 8, 2012
Darwin, Australia

Internet Friends or Foe?
I often questioned
Every time I came across with someone new
Asking to be my friend in the beginning
............and...........of course.......I became
their friends...........but ..................... it often
ended into a friendship of shameful lies.........
Broken promises that breaks the heart of mine!

Internet Friends should be genuine like in real
For chatting and sharing of feelings by electronic keys
Is of no difference when it is said in person.....for .........
Internet is our electronic feelings of communications!

My body you can't touch but my soul speaks to you
So as you...the typing of our feelings by internet chatting
Is the modern way of life of loving without seeing...I called it 'STYLE.'
I know now if that man called you many sweet words of nothing.....

JUST BEWARE.....HE IS FOR SURE PLAYING GAMES!

INTERNET FRIENDS OR FOE?  IT IS UP TO YOU!

Thousand and One Stitches

(c)Julieta Casabuena Facto Moffatt - April 1, 2012
Darwin, Australia

A stitch is a beginning of thousand and one
It makes me at peace with the world and with myself
A stitch is a beginning of thousand and many
It makes my mind so at peace with world around me.

Thousand and One Stitches quilt is my internet mapping
The interlocking of stitches by sewing like laptop clicking
One click you've seen me and we became friends talking
Sharing the facts of life in this modern world of internet dating.

Thousand and One Stitches the distance between us so far
But distance is not a problem if two hearts beats the same
In the moment of time, NOW nothing is impossible by WEB
Or even with mobile/cell phones is out there to give us a hand.

Thousand and One Stitches or a stitch is of not consequence
For the two must met in the end....a stitch and a thousand and one
Like internet dating it needs two person to have it going with sense
For you and me will be gathering the goodness of internet domain.

You started a stitch so you have to keep on going and going to the end
So you and I be journeying together from the a stitch, two stitches and....
Up into the middle of many stitches, and keep on stitching by our hands

And I hope the Thousand and One Stitches will complete our hearts together!