Darwin, Australia
Sixty-One years and nineteen days I am now. From the beginning of early childhood and up to this very day, I am a worrier, I worried every things and scenarios about life. Even in my sleep I do worry. I am so such worrier that sometimes, it freezes me and panic.
I don't know why, I am like this. They said it is in my making. Some said it is in the food I am eating, I need to change my diet to this and to that, so did many ways, but why I am still worrying.
Living on your own, is not a help either...
Wish that even a month I can live without fear and worry. Yet, it is so impossible. The many aches and pains of getting older is of no help either. So happy for all of you whom have constant company in your life. A person, whom you can share laughter and joy.
Evening once again, and I am watching the clock ticking and watching the darkness outside through the space between the curtain and box air-condition, I can see the biggest star and it remains me of my mum and dad., I have named that big star for my mum (Teresita Pasco Casabuena Facto) and dad (Bonifacio Antolo Facto) and Charles Richard Moffatt my late husband, and late brother Bonifacio Casabuena Facto, Jr., whom all gone to HEAVEN and together all with that 'BEAUTIFUL SHINING STAR'.
When I am sad, I pray and I pray and I pray and when I am happy do the same. Life is a journey of one, I often said and it is so true, in my opinion.
People around me always believe that I have no sadness...they call me 'miss bubbly' but if only they know...if only they know....
So, I learn...'WORRY NO MORE'..
