ARE YOU REAL?

(C)JULIETA CASABUENA FACTO MOFFATT-Oct. 18, 2010

at the time you asked me to be your friend
i am not to sure whether i take per your words
after few minutes of quick brain searching, yes or no
i clicked the 'confirmed now' button we became friends.

reasons wasn't confirmed until why it was a quick decision
for i don't want to lost that very chance of knowing you
yet i am not sure now if i did the right thing or not
for i sometimes question your integrity and are you real?

even i tried no to be uncertain about your true self
but there is this nagging feelings of doubts and this and that
about you i do still have question remain unanswered by you
maybe from your point of view is of no importance to response.

you are real in my own thoughts and in dreams and in other ways
but my heart is saying no, something you are not telling me true
my heart says you have various identities in net and in person
whatever your reasons are, hope it is giving you true happiness.

often we do believe that we are smart than that of other people
but in truth we are as ignorant and uncertainty like the rest
funny it may seem but we can't get away from real messy earth
the reality of life is we have no control whatsoever about life.

until you can make me believe one hundred percent that you are real
i will be in doubts and still be questioning your integrity and valour
for that is the only way i can convience myself that you are not a con
in the world of internet connection, convince me well, convince me so.

remember it would only take a little error so you can be in trouble
are you game to be discovered in shame if you are not that person as such
you portray yourself as a kind loving gentle person, but are you really?
i still believe you, and well believe you until i am ready to run and hide.

event in our life is just like a passing wind some good and some are not
like friends that come and goes, some seasoned with times and some don't
but even the unseasoned friends they still have values like the seasoned ones
if you are one of the unseasoned ones, i still love you my very dear friend.

after all i am not that perfect like the rest of the human race of creations
the differences between you and i are just the spices, sugar and honey of life
my heart is telling me you are not real or are just simply a person of thrill
i hope you will find that honesty back into your life so my heart can tell me so.

loving you as a geniune friend is all i can promise to you, just when we begin
the friendship with foundation of trust and kindness in our hearts, but then...
my heart started picking up bad vibes about you, that you are not the real you
yes, you are not the real you, let me believe that YOU ARE REAL...UNTIL THEN
MY HEART WILL KEEP ME DOUBTING ABOUT YOU...WHO ARE YOU ARE YOU REAL?

tell me if you....

(c)julieta casabuena facto moffatt-oct.3, 2010

tell me if you....
care for me right now...for no one knows
what is on the other end of the street
and if i leave you...now....
can you be sure that i will see you again?

tell me if you....
love me right now....for no one knows on earth
that it might be the last time for you to tell me
and if i move away from you, will you be happy?
can you be sure that i will be loving you still?

tell me if you...
must and judge me if you must, but the only way
i can tell you that love is the most precious feelings
we can have in our lifetime and beyond and nothing more
if you lost me right now will you shed a tear for me?

tell me if you....
shed a tear for me is it because you loved me?
or just another show on earth and you the leading actor
will it be a tear of losing me or just another show?
if you do care, love me right now don't wait for a day.

tell me if you...
do love me, tell me now....
for you know that i love you, i love you forever
you and only you can fathom that feelings i have for you
but please don't wait until it is too late......

tell me if you... love me...NOW!